Can’t Remove It Now

I questioning myself about love this lately. Is my definitions right? Apparently not. Back in year 2008, somewhere among the temples in Angkor, I made a promise to myself and to God, that I won't hate my mom anymore. Many years before that, I can't really get along with her. If not of our similar... Continue Reading →

Three Months Still Moving On

Saya tidak terlalu ingat apa yang terjadi dalam tiga bulan terakhir.  Rasanya hari-hari berjalan begitu cepat.  Bergulir seperti tetes air hujan di dedaunan langsung lepas landas ke tanah.  What’s new? Everything, at least for me. Hampir satu tahun yang lalu saya melamar untuk sebuah posisi.  Waktu lowongan dibuka, posisinya sama dengan posisi saya sekarang.  Tapi... Continue Reading →

Forgiving God II

This posting could be the most deep ever I wrote.  Forgiving is a difficult job for me.  I tend to keep everything came to my sense in a virtual file. In order. Alphabetically. And current. Means: whenever I need the facts, it will be very easy to unload. And if I don't keep it forever... Continue Reading →

Love is Blind, True

I watched a Korean Movie titled: Love and Mind.  A story *fiction* about a man that suffer a vision problem after car collision.  He saw an ugly woman as a goddess.  She was not that ugly, of course, we are talking about movie here 😛 she just have messy teeth and messy eyebrows.  Some says: Love... Continue Reading →

Blame It On The Rain

I love rain. But, not an everyday rain. Particularly, an everyday stormy rain. This year is kind a weird for us.  All through the year we had the rain. Not small rain, but a heavy one and mostly a stormy one. Usually we can expect a smaller rain from February to May then followed by... Continue Reading →

Life Cycle

I still feel so tired. Office work is too much to carry at this kind of time. I stole sometimes to write these entry and everytime turn to my desk, I found the piles are not getting shorter. Huh. As an impulsive eater, I know that this kind of critical time when I mostly have... Continue Reading →

Me Then My Son Now

My 10-year old son is one of the most unorganized person I ever met. I know that in general, children at his age are unorganized, but yet I still think that he was born with that character.  His shower time is about an hour with a lot of singing and talk-to-himself that drained half bottle... Continue Reading →

Life Stop Here

A brother of my sister-in-law passed away today.  I read my sister-in-law post in facebook but yet don't think that the situation was bad. I called her just to hear a very very bad news.  I hate to hear a young man die and particularly when it is a sudden death and none could tell... Continue Reading →

My Life Is Not Mine

My friend, Santy, came to Indonesia for a holiday. She spent six weeks in Jakarta and some others city like Yogyakarta and Bali. During that six weeks, I only got a chance to see her three times.  Once, when she visit the office, we went for a lunch together.  Then, another time when we have... Continue Reading →

Rain and So

This week came with rain.  I think it is weird, since we are no longer in wet season here. Now is May, we supposedly see the spark of Summer.  The week before was so hot.  I think the Summer has an early bird. I was wrong, indeed. We are here in a don’t-know-what-season situation. Out... Continue Reading →

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