Scream It Out, Loud!

Even from early this week I already feel like living in somewhat crazy factory.  Problems line-up in my inbox like no end.  I was always exhausted come home everyday after a hectic day full of conflicts,  meetings and never ending problems.  I know working in this kind of real-time service work frame is somewhat will [...]

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I Still Don’t Like Being Underestimated

Yesterday was raining hard all night. I thought Jakarta will be flooded again, but hence it is not. Today, all clear dry and hot.  The only same things is that when I call the transport office, the number of taxi available is rare 😛 The words that I hear lately is really vary.  From, You [...]

Forgiving God

Christmas is near.  A year of my life is flying away. The beginning of the year feels so difficult and heavy. I can't say it in a better way. That is. My husband hospitalized early January of a Steven-Johnsson syndrome caused of allergic to sulfa-based antibiotics that the doctor thinks can cure his cough.  At [...]

If

Its July.  Six months passed on year 2011.  When did last time I posted in this blog? I don't quite remember myself. Past and present are blurry mixed in my mind. Nightmares still current. I do hope for some change. A good body that not getting tired easily.  A stomach that not getting heartburn every [...]

Dream and Real

I dreamt that I went swim.  As a repeated dream with same theme, I went swim in the lake, in the pool or in the sea.  Each time I feel the water covers my body and gave me a soothing feeling.  I googled to Freud.  Dream interpretation. It says that I might have longing to [...]

Dear Diary

For many years in my life I wrote a diary.  I started it when I was still 14 years old.  I like to buy a nice writing book, sometimes with colors in its different pages and with a perfume scent.  Sometimes I buy those with a lock on it.   I wrote about my daily life.  [...]