Yes I somehow think I need a break. I was too much too busy last year. Need sometime to think, to let my mind explore itself and file its memory on its place. Usually I have a quiet time for myself during the year, especially on my birthday. As a complicated person, that quiet time for daydreaming and thinking is a big need 🙂
I know understand why people so afraid of being old. I am not old yet, haha, but I start to felt what people talk about. My skin change. It is not as smooth as before, though I put kind of amount of oil or lotion, it felt not the same with what I have years before. I am not kind of girl who put a lot of thing in the face morning and evening and I started to think I should do it from now. My face skin getting more complicated, sometimes dry sometimes oily. I felt my body shape changed. Though I didn’t get weight, my size is the same, I felt bit not comfortable wearing kind of outfit because I felt the lower body getting bigger. Weird.
So I am now not only adjusting to the new home and new environment. I also adjusting to the new me myself. Excusing myself of being not in exercise for one and half month full of christmas food 😦 I haven’t got what will be fit for my exercise now because we are quite far from sport club. Whether the changes because I am aging or because overstressed still I am on a process of adjusting. Today I felt more stressful than yesterday. I need a break, for sure!