I felt a lot of changes in me in the past two years. In the feeling that I am losing myself and adjust to the losing feeling, I opened old pictures. I want to be able to track any sign of recovered frustation in my past. Well, naturally all my pictures shows me smiling or in a happy situation. But, yes, I notice something.
Above are my pictures from the year 2004. Below is my picture this year. I certainly looks much more mature in four years. I somehow got the feeling that those two pictures span are about at least 8 years… Blame it to the eyeglasses, spots, wrinkles and weight-gain. Or, blame it to the overpressure life that I suffer this past two years!